So everything in the land of eve...

Well everything is ok...im surviving actually better than that!

• I have plans to do up my house,
• I'm looking into a new car
• I fit my bridemaid dress (this isnt a good thing as it's a huge size! so need to work on not fitting it lol)
• Im also thinking about a wee holiday towards the end of the year if i can get some pennies together

I really need to stop buying clothes - especially ones that are a size or two too small! haha!! there is the intention of fitting into them (which is a good thing) but i really need to stop now and concentrate on diet and exercise more

on saying that im heading off to the gym...it's a glorious day but figure its only an hour and my hips need all the help i can get!

night all! :)

tattoos

So im planning my next tattoo's

I want this around my original chinese symbols on my back

and i really fancy something like this on the side of my foot

http://www.barcodesinc.com/generator/image.php?code=EveLynseyClark&style=165&type=C128B&width=200&height=50&xres=1&font=3

it's the actual barcode for my name which i think i might link to this blog (how i do that i have no idea!! but where's there a will there's a way!!)

Well hello there!

How are we all? Not that i think there is anyone there but i like to pretend lol.

So i've been in planning mode...been to B&Q and getting some paint and varnish for my home. It will look pretty and well more me eventually!

Gotto go try on my bridesmaid dress tonight - dreading it as A) I have to walk into a bridal shop and b) I am a fatty tatty! Really need to get my butt kicked into gear and get back to the gym full time. Might arrange to meet my PT again and he can give me the shove i need!

Also been looking into a new car, love the old one but cant keep up the repayments as it was supposed to be a joint car. So something newer, smaller and more me! I will repay my parents eventually! eeek!

Hand eventually getting better though it aches at times, trying swimming again and even though i feel like a floundering whale im getting there slowly. Weird thing is my left hand is feeling good these days so i might not have to get more surgery! Fingers crossed!!

In other news... it's been 5 weeks since he left and not heard a peep...well apart from him telling me that he cant afford to pay me half the deposits for the wedding as he has to pay for a holiday to mexico! Pay for his new car! and also furniture as he's moving in with his cousin. Oh poor him, in the meantime I have lost heaps and am dealing with bills he never paid for. The git!  The man I met and agreed to marry is no where near the man he is now...guess I had a lucky escape then! Onward and upward i say!!

right better get cracking...I have a weekend of planning ahead of me and lots of RnR bliss!

Im so sorry ive not been about...

things i've done since i've last been on...

bought a car, bought a new place, had first christmas with both families in our house, started to plan the wedding..

then other half decided this wasnt the life for him and walked away 3 short weeks ago

so things i have done since then are cancel the wedding and try to get my life back on track.
Im not going to lie it's not easy - my house reminds me of us, my car reminds me of us and at the moment I am doing anything to keep me busy and try to sleep some.

Im off for a girly weekend in york tomorrow - cant wait!

I'll post more when im back from that and hopefully in a slightly better place. :)

it's good to be back