Well hello there!

How are we all? Not that i think there is anyone there but i like to pretend lol.

So i've been in planning mode...been to B&Q and getting some paint and varnish for my home. It will look pretty and well more me eventually!

Gotto go try on my bridesmaid dress tonight - dreading it as A) I have to walk into a bridal shop and b) I am a fatty tatty! Really need to get my butt kicked into gear and get back to the gym full time. Might arrange to meet my PT again and he can give me the shove i need!

Also been looking into a new car, love the old one but cant keep up the repayments as it was supposed to be a joint car. So something newer, smaller and more me! I will repay my parents eventually! eeek!

Hand eventually getting better though it aches at times, trying swimming again and even though i feel like a floundering whale im getting there slowly. Weird thing is my left hand is feeling good these days so i might not have to get more surgery! Fingers crossed!!

In other news... it's been 5 weeks since he left and not heard a peep...well apart from him telling me that he cant afford to pay me half the deposits for the wedding as he has to pay for a holiday to mexico! Pay for his new car! and also furniture as he's moving in with his cousin. Oh poor him, in the meantime I have lost heaps and am dealing with bills he never paid for. The git!  The man I met and agreed to marry is no where near the man he is now...guess I had a lucky escape then! Onward and upward i say!!

right better get cracking...I have a weekend of planning ahead of me and lots of RnR bliss!