Im so sorry ive not been about...

things i've done since i've last been on...

bought a car, bought a new place, had first christmas with both families in our house, started to plan the wedding..

then other half decided this wasnt the life for him and walked away 3 short weeks ago

so things i have done since then are cancel the wedding and try to get my life back on track.
Im not going to lie it's not easy - my house reminds me of us, my car reminds me of us and at the moment I am doing anything to keep me busy and try to sleep some.

Im off for a girly weekend in york tomorrow - cant wait!

I'll post more when im back from that and hopefully in a slightly better place. :)

it's good to be back