well the title says it all i guess..
now to put my life in a bigger prospective I am constantly on the go...I dont tend to go home most nights, sit on my bum and watch endless hours of tv.
Yet I am now struggling at the gym - due to the break I had while in my last relationship, the fact i used to eat wrong and all the wrong stuff and I am addicted to chocolate!
So i have started going back to classes at the gym - 2/3 per week and I meet my sister there to make me go. I sweat buckets, feel soo unfit but I know that it's little steps and one day i'll feel a bit better and manage a bit more.
The trouble is I have carpal tunnel in both my wrists. I had surgery for this 3 months ago in my right wrist and although it's healing nicely I have absolutely no power, strength and very little grip in my right hand/ arm. Im trying to work on this but a push up is a task (doesnt help with my weight either).
Its not all negative though...my weight is shifting Im a stone down already but i really dont feel it.
I have a personal trainer waiting for me to restart but at the moment I feel whats the point when im sooo heavy and pathetic lol...or maybe i need him to gove me the kick i require?
Im watching Fat: THe fight of my life with Jessie Pavelka and i love that program and monday nights epoisde there was a girl not far from me...she had to do 2 hours minimum of gym a day and eat 1400 calories. So thats my new target...get the gym sessions up and the calorie count down!
Ill let you know how i get on...if i survive! haha!
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